What a pain

American Life in Poetry

Ted Kooser, former U.S. poet laureate
Posted 8/10/20

Twelve percent of the population have migraines, and that’s about 500,000 of you, based upon our current readership in print and online.

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What a pain

American Life in Poetry

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Twelve percent of the population have migraines, and that’s about 500,000 of you, based upon our current readership in print and online. I hope none of you have one today, nor Barbara Schmitz, either. This is from her book “Always the Detail,” from Stephen F. Austin University Press. Note the line borrowed from Emily Dickinson. Her most recent book is “Just Outside” from Sandhills Press.

Migraine

It comes in deepest dark, riding

a nightmare. You wake yelping,

you think from your fear, but discover

this distress is caused by pain.

The migraine descends, an unwished-

for gift, like a not-very-pleasant

prediction from a fortune-telling gypsy.

Pleading for it to depart never works.

Better to invoke blessing, welcome

the unbidden guest–it’ll get worse

before it gets better. Then finally,

as Emily was wise enough to foresee,

“After great pain, a formal feeling comes.”

When relief blossoms so sweet, so

unassuming, you wonder why

the rest of humanity isn’t spinning

in ecstasy for the opportunity to

feel like this. Just ordinary.